Anonymous asked: Do you think you will marry Jonny one day?

The topics regarding marriage, kids, and the future have been brought up a few times and we do have plans. However, despite plans and as much as I’d love to marry Jonny, the future is unpredictable, entropy increases - things fall apart. I’m not going to be completely unrealistic and say “Of course we will get married - we’re in love! Pfbt.” I think that we have something good and I know our love’s strong. Our chances in my opinion are greater than most, but time will tell. Regardless if I’m lucky enough to be the one walking down the aisle to him, these past years have been a privilege and I can only hope to keep him longer than I’ve already been blessed with. And if things don’t work out? I think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life. And Jonny has given that to me, among a variety of things. Our love has been only real thing in life I could trust, and marriage or not? I’ll love him, always. A piece of paper declaring we’re married is nothing.

“Right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment.”